Monthly Archives: January 2023

I’m going to soar like an eagle.

I feel at peace in my head. Alcohol is not calling the shots, picking at my brain every day, making me feel so upset at myself the next morning. I feel I have finally won the battle. It’s fucking hard … Continue reading

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College girls

Sunday my youngest goes back to college. My oldest went back last weekend. My oldest goes to college 5hrs away. We took her back in one trip so 10hrs total and a long day! My youngest goes to college 1.5hrs … Continue reading

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It’s late

It’s 11:32PM and as I am laying in bed I wake up and hear my oldest daughter packing to go back to college. I wake up to multiple suitcase zippers. I went to bed early as I ( not courageous … Continue reading

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Jack

Working out yesterday this song came on my playlist twice. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uwtjL9UI4uQ I think it was meant to happen. It’s a cool song and I love the story it tells — it’s got some deep undertones about alcohol and how it … Continue reading

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It’s my birthdayyyyy!

Today I am 49 years old. I’m quite excited about this as I have a goal I am excited to complete. My goal is to be in the best mental and physical shape of my life when I turn 50. … Continue reading

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