Hello my friends! I have been a terrible blogger lately. My days seem such the same with no real change or new thoughts to tell. As I was responding to one of Jim’s blogs ( Still don’t know how to add his blog and highlight. 🤦♀️) I realized I do have something to blog about, good ol’ alcohol. My update is I’ve proven I can go a long amount of time without it. I’ve gotten over the daily drinking which was my main goal. I love my mornings and I’m overall satisfied. I have been letting myself have it here and there. However I am noticing that after I let myself drink even for just one night my brain seems to want it for a couple days after. I have to constantly tell my brain no for those couple days. I succeed and carry on, but it’s getting exhausting. When I do drink ( If I drink it would only be on a weekend night ) I’m not getting drunk, I get right up in the mornings and do my animal feedings and carry on. I do feel a “lag” in me though, but no real hangover or anything.
So, I have kept on going in this cycle. Is it time to just stop altogether….again? I don’t know if I totally want to. I don’t think I’ve hit that brick wall per say. I am proud of myself for breaking the daily drinking habit. That was really hard for me to do. I’m just not sure if the next step is to totally stop for me. I guess I have to decide that if I do want to drink here and there I will continuously have to tell myself no for the next couple days as my mind seems to thinks it needs it. Then after a couple days, I’m just fine. It’s like my brain says “Oh it really is a no.”
I’m stuck in limbo land…
Thanks for reading, Jackie