As I lay in bed after saying goodnight to my daughter I am very grateful for the help and support from you all to stop my daily drinking. I love all that my 16yr old shares with me and retaining all she tells me is irreplaceable. I love tv watching after dinner with her and being fully engaged. I love my husband seems happier and he has called me “Jackie,Jacks” lately and I think it’s cute. I can tell he’s trying to show me he likes the change in me.
I have gone very long periods of time without drinking and then usually have a night where I drink, I am okay with that. However I think by having a few drinks on certain occasions makes it harder for me to not have them on certain occasions. Does that make sense? It’s like I gave my brain wiggle room and my brain knows that.
Anyway, just some thoughts before bed.
Much love to you all,